Things that make you go hummm…
I am a very literal person. I’m a believe it when I see it - show me don’t tell me kinda gal. I’ve always have been and probably always will be.
I haven’t kept it a secret that I see a psychologist to help me cope with my tremendous loss. (Thank you to those who reached out in support of me after that posting by the way!!!) Anyway, Dr. Pete tells me ALL THE TIME that I need to calm down. I need to look hard and listen even harder. That David is with me in all that I do, but I’m too stinkin literal to see or hear him. Back to the believe it when I see it - show me don’t tell me thing. Hurting as badly as I am and missing David as much as I do, there isn’t anything in this world I wouldn’t give or do to feel his presence. With that said, I am who I am. David knew me better than anyone so he of all people would know how to send me a sign that I’d buy into.
Example #1
July 2009
Notice the flowers on the right-hand side. Those are annuals. They live just one year and die for good at the end of the season.
August 2010
Check out this flower. This one came back. It is the only one in the entire flowerbed. Hummm…
Example #2 (my favorite)
August 17th, 2010
Baby Maci was born at 12:11AM Tuesday. She is beautiful and the happy and healthy new family is all doing great.
Take a look at the stool in the photo below. I don’t know how much you buy into spirits and whatnot. I’m not 100% sold on it, but I do know there are things in this world that are unexplained. I also know David LOVED the television show Ghost Hunters so he was all about it. Not so much a believer in ghosts, but spirits – yes. Notice the orb? You believe what you want, but I will say with 100% certainty that if David could hang out here on earth checking in on us, he would have been there checking in on the A. family at that very moment.
My Guardian Angel
My angel's right beside me,
wherever I may go,
keeping close watch over me,
he's my husband don't you know.
God took him away from me,
not so long ago,
but he promised he'd never leave me,
dear lord I miss him so.
But I know he's right beside me,
wherever I may go,
for he's my guardian angel,
my love, my life, my soul.
~Unknown~
Congratulations Kristi and Jeremy. Welcome to this world Baby Maci. “Aunt” Amy and one of your many guardian angels “Uncle” David love you oh so very much!
With love,
Amy
OK, now I have chills - but you knew David wouldn't miss her birth! He just had to prove to you that he was there.
ReplyDeleteAnd the flower is his gift to you - still showing you that he is sending all his love from Heaven! He will always be with you, and now you have 2 things to make you believe in that fact.
Love you,
The Lipson Family
Amy,
ReplyDeleteI DEFINITELY belive in spirits. My mom is a nurse who has seen and heard countless amazing things from people who have passed away but been brought back to life and there's no way not to believe after you've heard these things! So I absolutely believe that David can enjoy heaven but still check in on you and leave you signs too. You should talk to Ora - she's been getting some incredible signs from Rob too! I hope these signs can bring you some comfort despite the horrible grief you are experiencing.
I think about you all the time -- if you ever want to talk, let me know.
Karen Andrews