I LOVE to see my friends in love. Happy, healthy and completely head over heels in love. Doesn’t bother me in the least. I am so happy that they are happy. Not in the least jealous. I’m just grateful they get to share in that kind of love I was blessed to know all so well. It’s magic. It gives me hope.
I love love love going out these days. I am loving makeup again, fixing my fair and I’ve even brought out all my cheap costume jewelry to accessorize. I have time for ME again and I am using it to make ME feel better about ME again. Although I HATE the reasons behind the fact that I have all this ME time now, it is nice to feel good about myself after placing me on the backburner for so long. Going out isn’t the problem. One of my biggest “Suddenly Single at 30+” hang-ups is the 3rd, 5th, 7th wheel thing. Table for 1, 3, 5, 7, 9 SUCKS. I am better as a team. I miss my team. I need EVEN freaking numbers people.
Solution:
Goodbye…
Table for 1
Table for 3
Table for 5
Hello…
Table for 2!!!
Don’t get too excited folks. I haven’t found my ‘teammate’ yet, but I am getting better at looking each and every day. =)
Lots of love,
-A-
If I lived closer, we could Table for 2 together! ;)
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